Me to! Thanks best friend! What on earth would I do without you. My life sucks... So he came to my locker before 1st today and was like you look really tired Savannah.. And i was like yeah probably from my lack of sleep. and he said are you ok? and i was like yep I'm going to class and walked off. and he just texted me and was like r u okay? and i sent yep.
Yeah... so he tells me he had his mind made up and he definitely wanted me then he says he doesnt know what he wants.. and he wants whats best. WTH does that mean?
Yeah.. so it's like he told me all this stuff and was like actually i did have my mind made up... and i think he just said it so I would look like an idiot and feel worse then I already did
I don't know... I want to walk away. But it's like I can't let go. I don't understand why it's so hard. It's probably cause all I've wanted to hear come out of his mouth was that he chose me. And when I finally hear it he then decide he doesn't know whats best... I don't know... Everything was going so good.. But I know he loves Morgan, I'm just that little bit of happiness he's been looking for. And when he decides he wants Morgan back, what am I left with? Nothing...
hmmmmmmm....It's like he chose you then he decided that he doesnt want you anymoree. I hate to tell you but im pretty sure he is always going to love Morgan just because that was his first love. But then I dont know if really will choose Morgan again. I just have this feeling that he wont choose her again... But I dont know.
Yeah.. I think he told me that stuff because he knew that's what I wanted to hear. And he thought I was already walking away. Which I was until he decides to tell me he chose me.. but I think it was already to late. I think things are always going to be different between us now.. I mean I like him a lot. I don't understand the feelings I have for him. He's a guy I can communicate with so easily. He knows things that no one else does.. I don't know. It seems like we've shared so much together, like when we went up there on the top of that hill to the alter and talked for like 3 hours.. That meant so much to me.. But I don't know. It's like he didn't want to fight for me until he thought I was already gone..
I think that he knows that you like him and he knows that you have feelings for him so thats what he is telling you that he chose you so you will stay instead of walking away. Soo now he doesnt know what he wants. Because he got you under his belt and now he doesnt know what to do.
Andddd Were suppose to be doing 1-7 on the packet worksheet.
Blah! What the heck do I do? I hate situations like this... I just sent him a text with the quote that says "Destiny is for losers. It just a stupd excuse for things to happen instead of mkaing them happen." And he said "I like tha a lot!" which is pretty much contradicting because he said You can't always have what you want even if its yours for taking.. Like he knew that he could have me but he just couldn't take up the oppurtunity.. atleast that's how I comprehended it.
and in the data files packet? do you have to work today?
10:43 I sent dylan this "I want you to be happy Dylan that's what matters the most to me. You do what's best for you and dont think about if it's going to hurt me. I know you say you don't know what's best for you and you don't know what you want but we went from talking 24/7 to not talking at all. Things have obviously changed. I dont know what to do . Keep waiting for you or give you your space. I can't explain what I feel for you because I've never felt it before. All I do know is things are different and I want you to be happy. If that's being with Morgan I want you to do that. If that's being single I want you to do that. Do whats best for you. I'm not trying to rush you it's just hard no knowing and waiting.. But I just wnated to get that off my chest.. Night Dylan..
HE NEVER REPLIED!!!! So I spill my heart to him and I get nothing... So he walked past my locker before 1st and he usually stops and talks and gives me a hug and didn't do crap this morning.. he walked by and didnt even look at me.. So I texted him and was like
So my dad royally pissed me off... I got up this morning and he was in the bathroom brushing his teeth and shaving for 20 minutes and didn't have to work today which made me late and he was like well you better not miss the bus so not only did I leave not completely ready I forgot my money, my fundraiser, and a note saying I could check out for lunch. So I text him and say well since you made me late you can bring me all the stuff I forgot since you don't have to work.. I sent this text as soon as I got on the bus so I knew he was still home and had service. He never replied which royally pissed me off. So not only do I have no money I can't leave for lunch and Mrs. Davis is probably gonna be pissed because I don't have my fundraiser. So I was pissed about that. I was coming to this class and Dylan went to go up the steps infront of me. He didn't even look at me... I'm taking that as he has made up his mind. and his mind didn't choose me.
Oh and I think we need to go tan and then you can get whatever you need to take to Raddy, and when you take me home I'll make us something to eat so you'll be fed before you go to RU, I just bought a bunch of really yummy stufffff
I made you one so we could talk in this horrible class...
ReplyDeleteSoo im so exicted about the flowers that I got youuu. (:
ReplyDeleteMe to! Thanks best friend! What on earth would I do without you. My life sucks... So he came to my locker before 1st today and was like you look really tired Savannah.. And i was like yeah probably from my lack of sleep. and he said are you ok? and i was like yep I'm going to class and walked off. and he just texted me and was like r u okay? and i sent yep.
ReplyDeleteYour Welcome Best Frienddd. (: you would be lost if you didnt have meee. Andd wow. im sorry but I dont know like him what so everr!
ReplyDeleteYeah... so he tells me he had his mind made up and he definitely wanted me then he says he doesnt know what he wants.. and he wants whats best. WTH does that mean?
ReplyDeleteWow. That pretty much says that he doesnt knoww hat he wants. Just sayingg. Thats what it sounds like to mee.
ReplyDeleteYeah.. so it's like he told me all this stuff and was like actually i did have my mind made up... and i think he just said it so I would look like an idiot and feel worse then I already did
ReplyDeleteWhat the pooop! Doesnt make sense what so ever!
ReplyDeleteI don't know... I think he knows I'll wait around for him... and he's taking advantage of it.
ReplyDeleteYeahhhhh,Please tell me that your not going to wait around for him.
ReplyDeleteI don't know... I want to walk away. But it's like I can't let go. I don't understand why it's so hard. It's probably cause all I've wanted to hear come out of his mouth was that he chose me. And when I finally hear it he then decide he doesn't know whats best... I don't know... Everything was going so good.. But I know he loves Morgan, I'm just that little bit of happiness he's been looking for. And when he decides he wants Morgan back, what am I left with? Nothing...
ReplyDeletehmmmmmmm....It's like he chose you then he decided that he doesnt want you anymoree. I hate to tell you but im pretty sure he is always going to love Morgan just because that was his first love. But then I dont know if really will choose Morgan again. I just have this feeling that he wont choose her again... But I dont know.
ReplyDeleteYeah.. I think he told me that stuff because he knew that's what I wanted to hear. And he thought I was already walking away. Which I was until he decides to tell me he chose me.. but I think it was already to late. I think things are always going to be different between us now.. I mean I like him a lot. I don't understand the feelings I have for him. He's a guy I can communicate with so easily. He knows things that no one else does.. I don't know. It seems like we've shared so much together, like when we went up there on the top of that hill to the alter and talked for like 3 hours.. That meant so much to me.. But I don't know. It's like he didn't want to fight for me until he thought I was already gone..
ReplyDeleteWhat the heck are we supposed to be doing?
I think that he knows that you like him and he knows that you have feelings for him so thats what he is telling you that he chose you so you will stay instead of walking away. Soo now he doesnt know what he wants. Because he got you under his belt and now he doesnt know what to do.
ReplyDeleteAndddd Were suppose to be doing 1-7 on the packet worksheet.
Blah! What the heck do I do? I hate situations like this... I just sent him a text with the quote that says "Destiny is for losers. It just a stupd excuse for things to happen instead of mkaing them happen." And he said "I like tha a lot!" which is pretty much contradicting because he said You can't always have what you want even if its yours for taking.. Like he knew that he could have me but he just couldn't take up the oppurtunity.. atleast that's how I comprehended it.
ReplyDeleteand in the data files packet?
do you have to work today?
well, I really dont know what to tell you. I hate this situations for you.. :(
ReplyDeleteand yesss
and yesss :(
Yeah.. Blah I guess I just have to let things play out and continue you to wait as I always do....
ReplyDeleteAnd okayyyy
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ReplyDelete:( Well, I guess I can tell you about my storyy.
ReplyDeleteYeh you need to!
ReplyDeleteSoooooo, We have a new kid, lol
ReplyDeleteyeah his names Lucas Widener. He's my age, he moved away the end of my 8th grade year, so I guess he's back.
ReplyDeleteOhhhh so he has been here before?
ReplyDeleteNot the high school but yeah he used to go to Marion.
ReplyDeleteMr. Amburgey lost not one but two of my freakin dual enrollment papers.
Ohh gotchaa.
ReplyDeleteAnd omgggggg! WHAT A DICKKKKKKK! hahaha
No lie! WAHWAHWAH
ReplyDeleteYeahh for reall!
ReplyDeleteI hate this class! Blah. Did JD ever say anything to you? He never replied after the "If I find out who did it I'm going to have to be a bitch" text
ReplyDeleteNo,He deleted his comments on that status. And he never reply to my text.
ReplyDeleteWow. What a douche...
ReplyDeleteSo are we gonna go tan right after school?
ReplyDeleteIf you want. Inless there is something you want to do before.
ReplyDeletenah that's fine
ReplyDeletealrighttttt.
ReplyDeletemissys?
ReplyDeleteYes ma'am
ReplyDeleteOkay, well you should be proud of me
ReplyDeleteWhy should I be proud of you?
ReplyDeleteWell, I haven't talked to Dylan since 8ish yesterday, until just now when he texted me and said "Hey r u mad or upset with me?"
ReplyDeleteYou'd think if you had to ask that question everyday more then once then there must be something wrong
I am proud of youu.
ReplyDeleteI havent talked to JD since monday night. :)
Ahhh yay (:
ReplyDeleteWonder how his precious truck is
hahahahahaha. He prob washed it after he saw it.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I'm sure he did.
ReplyDeleteDude I read his status on fbook and it was depressing.
ReplyDelete10:43 I sent dylan this
ReplyDelete"I want you to be happy Dylan that's what matters the most to me. You do what's best for you and dont think about if it's going to hurt me. I know you say you don't know what's best for you and you don't know what you want but we went from talking 24/7 to not talking at all. Things have obviously changed. I dont know what to do . Keep waiting for you or give you your space. I can't explain what I feel for you because I've never felt it before. All I do know is things are different and I want you to be happy. If that's being with Morgan I want you to do that. If that's being single I want you to do that. Do whats best for you. I'm not trying to rush you it's just hard no knowing and waiting.. But I just wnated to get that off my chest.. Night Dylan..
HE NEVER REPLIED!!!! So I spill my heart to him and I get nothing... So he walked past my locker before 1st and he usually stops and talks and gives me a hug and didn't do crap this morning.. he walked by and didnt even look at me.. So I texted him and was like
"Well I'm done. Take this as me walking away."
and he said.
"What is wrong?"
And I didn't reply...
That website is www.therosedress.com
Omggggg! Really? Wow. Spill your heart and out and nothingg. Well, I havent talked to whats his face since monday soo you should be proud.
ReplyDeleteYeah.. Story of my life. What do I do if he tries to come up and talk to me today? and I know I'm super proud :)
ReplyDeleteUmmm. If he comes up and talks to you then talk to him I guess.
ReplyDeleteSo my dad royally pissed me off...
ReplyDeleteI got up this morning and he was in the bathroom brushing his teeth and shaving for 20 minutes and didn't have to work today which made me late and he was like well you better not miss the bus so not only did I leave not completely ready I forgot my money, my fundraiser, and a note saying I could check out for lunch. So I text him and say well since you made me late you can bring me all the stuff I forgot since you don't have to work.. I sent this text as soon as I got on the bus so I knew he was still home and had service. He never replied which royally pissed me off. So not only do I have no money I can't leave for lunch and Mrs. Davis is probably gonna be pissed because I don't have my fundraiser. So I was pissed about that. I was coming to this class and Dylan went to go up the steps infront of me. He didn't even look at me... I'm taking that as he has made up his mind. and his mind didn't choose me.
Holy crap. Sooo im guessing so are pissed? lol
ReplyDeleteYeah majorly. This week needs to be over already...
ReplyDeleteTell me about it. me and jd talked a little bit last night.
ReplyDeletewhat'd yall talk about
ReplyDeletenothing reallly. we didnt talk that long.
ReplyDeletewelll is that a good or bad thing
ReplyDeleteim guessing its good...idk
ReplyDeleteWell atleastt he'll talk to you... I honestly don't think Dylan even cares.
ReplyDeletetrueeee. You think he doesnt care?
ReplyDeleteNope... I think I was rebound kinda..
ReplyDeleteOh and I think we need to go tan and then you can get whatever you need to take to Raddy, and when you take me home I'll make us something to eat so you'll be fed before you go to RU, I just bought a bunch of really yummy stufffff
ReplyDeleteOkayyyy. Sounds good :)
ReplyDeleteWho's number is 228-224-5518
ReplyDeletenevermind, they left me a voicemail.
ReplyDeleteThat's a werid number.
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